It's been a while since I've posted a blog. It's not because I haven't had the time, it's because there's always a certain topic to be written about. Nothing too mushy, nothing too bad, and nothing too morose. I just kept looking out, and thought and thought. I finally decided to wait and let it come to me. That's what brought me here right now.
I believe everyone is here for a reason. Some are ready to be taken out of the world sooner than others, and some are given more of a chance. It may be to be given a second chance in life, or a second look/try. We all have our purpose in the world. One that may be good, and one that may be bad. It makes our life happen, our history come together. It's suppose to make us one, but not in the way we'd expect/hope.
I've felt resentment of people and things so many times. I had no idea why, but I just for some reason did. When I hurt because of things said, when I got so mad I'd cry, and whenever I was happy because of them. I didn't always encounter to wonder why, but after thinking about it, maybe it's because I love them. It doesn't matter in which way, the point is, I love them because there's something about them that makes me care enough to get all of the emotions for them. No one forgets their first love, but the question is, did you really love them? I mean think about it, you may have loved them, but in which way? In which way were you wanting to love them?
If people feel bad enough about their selves, take the time to remind them thaat they're special. Take the time to tell them that they belong in the world, if they were'nt, they wouldn't be there. Everyone at least once in their life may have thought about killing theirself. It may have been at one point in their life that they just had it so badly that they wanted to just, you know, give up/die. Some people may go to doctors for it, some may talk to people, some may attempt suicide and not manage to succeed, and some may attempt and succeed. They gave up so quickly, they didn't live the rest of their life to see if it got better. Maybe it was suppose to get better and then they had nothing left because of killing theirself. On the other hand, maybe things were going to get worse.
I'm not criticizing at all, and I'm not trying to. I'm just saying that we all feel a certain way. If yu add it all up, it equals resentment. A lot of things happen because of it. Judge me if you want, but I don't think I'm totally wrong. Tell me what you think.
Signed
Dbc,
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Why Are People so Judgmental
My friend Berenice always tells my other friend Colby that he doesn't match. This happens everyday, and I'm starting to get tired of it. So what if he doesn't match? She makes a big deal if his shoes don't match with what he's wearing; she makes a big deal if her shirt doesn't match either. It doesn't matter how people dress! They're just showing their personality! Colby is just wearing what he has and what he likes. It doesn't matter if he matches of not; it doesn't matter if anyone matches or not! Who you are is who you are, and most people show it by how they dress. There's this one girl who dresses different from people, I mean way different! I like it though, she doesn't care what people think about her, her dressing is really unique, and she can pull it off.
Know, what I don't understand is with the people on the internet. The reporters and people like that. There's a column just about where actors/actresses makes thei mistakes in dressing! What's up with that? Why does it matter how they dress;why does it matter? They dress how they want to, no one should have a say in what they do, or what they wear! Especilly the fact that it's getting millions of comments saying how bad they look. How do you think they feel when they read those comments and the bad things that's being said about them? I don't think that they like one bit! Why can't people just lay off and get a life instead of reading and even commenting that. What happened to, "If you don't like what you see/hear, don't say or do anything about it. Just pretend it's not there." ?
Personally I just get mad when people do that. Because you have to admit that even you have your off days where you don't dress the best.
Know, what I don't understand is with the people on the internet. The reporters and people like that. There's a column just about where actors/actresses makes thei mistakes in dressing! What's up with that? Why does it matter how they dress;why does it matter? They dress how they want to, no one should have a say in what they do, or what they wear! Especilly the fact that it's getting millions of comments saying how bad they look. How do you think they feel when they read those comments and the bad things that's being said about them? I don't think that they like one bit! Why can't people just lay off and get a life instead of reading and even commenting that. What happened to, "If you don't like what you see/hear, don't say or do anything about it. Just pretend it's not there." ?
Personally I just get mad when people do that. Because you have to admit that even you have your off days where you don't dress the best.
Monday, October 26, 2009
The world of ours
Everyday people go through just about the same things, but in different places. You know all of the examples or things that could have happened to them. Just think what's happening in your life right now or what has happened in the past. In this book I read I found this one part interesting. We're all like a big wheel, we're all part of it. We go around and around; the same things happen to the majority of us. It it's not the same day, or month, or year, or whatever it'll happen eventually.
I haven't really thought about it, but we're all the same in many ways, and we're all different in mnay ways. I think that no matter what happens, keep your head up and and go on through the good and bad. Do NOT let anything stop you from achieving your dreams/goals! It's your life and no one can control you, go for what you believe in. Keep going at it until the best comes out of it. If nothign happens, maybe it just wasn't meant for you. It'll eventually come to you.
Many people have to start thinking about what they want to be when they get older. Many people don't know what they want to be when they're older, like me for example. I've been thinking about everything that I have potential in and think about if it really fits me. We all know that we wan't a job that we'll like and one that we get good money for. But, it's just so hard to make up your mind. That's why I rather start off with a job to help with bills and getting setteled in with things. I will think more and more about what I want to do and hopefully it'll come to me. If you already know what you want to be, then that's great! It's fantastic!
When I go to college I intend on going to a really good one. I bet a lot of people intend on doing so. There's a huge difference in saying it and actually working for it. Just think, you have to have the grades and people are looking for a good reputation. By doing community service and extra cirricular acitivities will go into your permanent record and will help a bunch. You're more likely to get into the college you want with the grades and so on. The colleges I've thought about attending have high expectations and I know I can conquer them, but that's IF I can work for it and actually try. Just believe in yourself and you'll be amazed at what you've acheived.
signed
dbc,
I haven't really thought about it, but we're all the same in many ways, and we're all different in mnay ways. I think that no matter what happens, keep your head up and and go on through the good and bad. Do NOT let anything stop you from achieving your dreams/goals! It's your life and no one can control you, go for what you believe in. Keep going at it until the best comes out of it. If nothign happens, maybe it just wasn't meant for you. It'll eventually come to you.
Many people have to start thinking about what they want to be when they get older. Many people don't know what they want to be when they're older, like me for example. I've been thinking about everything that I have potential in and think about if it really fits me. We all know that we wan't a job that we'll like and one that we get good money for. But, it's just so hard to make up your mind. That's why I rather start off with a job to help with bills and getting setteled in with things. I will think more and more about what I want to do and hopefully it'll come to me. If you already know what you want to be, then that's great! It's fantastic!
When I go to college I intend on going to a really good one. I bet a lot of people intend on doing so. There's a huge difference in saying it and actually working for it. Just think, you have to have the grades and people are looking for a good reputation. By doing community service and extra cirricular acitivities will go into your permanent record and will help a bunch. You're more likely to get into the college you want with the grades and so on. The colleges I've thought about attending have high expectations and I know I can conquer them, but that's IF I can work for it and actually try. Just believe in yourself and you'll be amazed at what you've acheived.
signed
dbc,
Saturday, September 19, 2009
It happens to all of us
Have you ever watched a movie just because it looked good by the cover? Or because the title sounded like a good movie? You'd judge what the movie would be about by those two things, without reading what it's about. Once you judge what it's about you make a decision what it's going to be about; so you watch it and at the end you come to find out you were way off with your prediction. That happens to me, but, not with just movies, tv shows too. I'll start watching it and get more and more into it; why does that happen? It's probably the fact that you have a feeling on what you think it's going to be like, when you find out you're wrong you start to get into it.
It happens to all of us; especially in romance. Young teenagers see that stuff and start to like it more and more. They start to long for it to happen to them. Their first kiss, first love, first everything. It's perfectly normal, it happens to us all. Something to dream about, something to plan. Here's the thing though, based off of what they watch they then plan how they want to date boys and what they want their personality to be like. When a girl THINKS they find the one, they realize the boy isn't at all what they thought they'd be. Their personality isn't the same, they hardly have a romantic side. They may stick with them to grow their love for him, but when it ends they keep looking.
Finally, after they've gone through so many, they find...him. The perfect one.
It happens to all of us; especially in romance. Young teenagers see that stuff and start to like it more and more. They start to long for it to happen to them. Their first kiss, first love, first everything. It's perfectly normal, it happens to us all. Something to dream about, something to plan. Here's the thing though, based off of what they watch they then plan how they want to date boys and what they want their personality to be like. When a girl THINKS they find the one, they realize the boy isn't at all what they thought they'd be. Their personality isn't the same, they hardly have a romantic side. They may stick with them to grow their love for him, but when it ends they keep looking.
Finally, after they've gone through so many, they find...him. The perfect one.
Friday, August 14, 2009
random and writing
I know it's been a long time since I've posted up a blog. I just don't know what to write about anymore. I realized something, when I'm in school I get more topics. I believe it's the fact there's many things that go on in one day; with all the many things, I can choose one to write about. For example: If there's an issue, I can get that issue and talk about it on here. I won't use the people and their problem, but I can think about how it can be an everyday problem and talk about it. Therefore, I can give advice to help prevent it from happening with other people; or I can give advice about it.
Another example: If a question pops up during school, I can write about it. I can post up the question as the title, and below I can write about it and most likely it'll be asking you what you think about it.
The topics can keep on coming up; with that I can write a lot more.
Anyways, there are about 3 days until school starts again. I'm so excited! I like to learn and get new challenges with what comes in learning. I already know what I'm going to wear, but it could always change knowing me. Friends are kind of another reason why I can't wait to go back to school. There's a couple that I have to try to put up with, but other than that I can't wait. I know that I said I don't believe in best friends,because I don't, but I have a REALLY good friend who I know will always be there for me. Of couse, it's a boy. By when I say of course I mean, I only get along best with boys. Girls are too dramatic, I know I have my times of being dramatic, but it's not all the time that it happens.
That's one thing right there that I HATE! I have some friends who live in another city, I hear very often that they're in a fight. I hate it! They're friends, of course they'll get in a fight, but it shouldn't be all the time. I think that if they get in a fight all the time then they shouldn't be friends. If that, they shouldn't just hang out with each other for a while. Not until they realize how much they need each other and how much they give one another company. They will realize that they will NEVER have another friend who's like them. I just think they all should get along; when there's a problem they should bring it up, talk about it, and solve it. Otherwise that problem will come between them and it will ruin their friendship.
That's something I came up with just as I was writing. Don't you see how easy that was for me? I was in the subject of school, and thinking about school when that happened. It's the fact there's something ALWAYS going on in school, whether I know it or not. It's easy to get stuff to talk/write about that has happened. A topic will ALWAYS come up to write about. Especially in the grades junior high and high school.
That's all I have for now. If you know or have anything for me to talk about just comment me and I will do my very best to write about it.
signed
dbc,
Another example: If a question pops up during school, I can write about it. I can post up the question as the title, and below I can write about it and most likely it'll be asking you what you think about it.
The topics can keep on coming up; with that I can write a lot more.
Anyways, there are about 3 days until school starts again. I'm so excited! I like to learn and get new challenges with what comes in learning. I already know what I'm going to wear, but it could always change knowing me. Friends are kind of another reason why I can't wait to go back to school. There's a couple that I have to try to put up with, but other than that I can't wait. I know that I said I don't believe in best friends,because I don't, but I have a REALLY good friend who I know will always be there for me. Of couse, it's a boy. By when I say of course I mean, I only get along best with boys. Girls are too dramatic, I know I have my times of being dramatic, but it's not all the time that it happens.
That's one thing right there that I HATE! I have some friends who live in another city, I hear very often that they're in a fight. I hate it! They're friends, of course they'll get in a fight, but it shouldn't be all the time. I think that if they get in a fight all the time then they shouldn't be friends. If that, they shouldn't just hang out with each other for a while. Not until they realize how much they need each other and how much they give one another company. They will realize that they will NEVER have another friend who's like them. I just think they all should get along; when there's a problem they should bring it up, talk about it, and solve it. Otherwise that problem will come between them and it will ruin their friendship.
That's something I came up with just as I was writing. Don't you see how easy that was for me? I was in the subject of school, and thinking about school when that happened. It's the fact there's something ALWAYS going on in school, whether I know it or not. It's easy to get stuff to talk/write about that has happened. A topic will ALWAYS come up to write about. Especially in the grades junior high and high school.
That's all I have for now. If you know or have anything for me to talk about just comment me and I will do my very best to write about it.
signed
dbc,
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Upgrading!
It's been sort of a while since I've posted up a blog. In seventeen days It'll be my birthday! In twenty-nine days school starts! I can't wait until then.
Hopefully I'll have fun on my birthday, I don't reall look forward to it, but then again I do. I'm not expecting any presents, but then again I am. I'm confusing when it comes to my birthday.
I heard that we might get two electives for school this year. Not one but TWO! If so, I want advanced band and choir. I LOVE to play the saxophone and sing. They're kind of my hobbies I guess you can say, mainly singing though. I can sometimes hit those really high notes, it all depends what kind of song it is.
This coming Sunday is the lock-in for the city. It's from 8:00 pm-6:00am the next day. If I'm lucky enough my Mom will let me and my sister go. Maybe my step brother, too. It's a pajama lock-in, people in pajamas get in for $5.00. People coming on regular everyday clothes it's $8.00. My Mom will have to be payin $8.00 for me, I don't know about anyone else.
Today I went over to two peoples house! Donny's first, then Alex's house. Donny's house was from 3:00-5:00. Alex's house was 6:00-8:00. It was pretty fun, but I have to admit, it could have been better.
signed
dbc,
Hopefully I'll have fun on my birthday, I don't reall look forward to it, but then again I do. I'm not expecting any presents, but then again I am. I'm confusing when it comes to my birthday.
I heard that we might get two electives for school this year. Not one but TWO! If so, I want advanced band and choir. I LOVE to play the saxophone and sing. They're kind of my hobbies I guess you can say, mainly singing though. I can sometimes hit those really high notes, it all depends what kind of song it is.
This coming Sunday is the lock-in for the city. It's from 8:00 pm-6:00am the next day. If I'm lucky enough my Mom will let me and my sister go. Maybe my step brother, too. It's a pajama lock-in, people in pajamas get in for $5.00. People coming on regular everyday clothes it's $8.00. My Mom will have to be payin $8.00 for me, I don't know about anyone else.
Today I went over to two peoples house! Donny's first, then Alex's house. Donny's house was from 3:00-5:00. Alex's house was 6:00-8:00. It was pretty fun, but I have to admit, it could have been better.
signed
dbc,
Saturday, July 11, 2009
This is different than usual
I know I usually create a blog that's giving advice, or something like that. It's going to change now. I just don't know what to write about anymore. I think I 'll just write about what I get in the mood to write about.
This year, I'm going into 7th grade. If I did good on the c.s.t(california state test) then I'll get into honors classes. My elective is advanced band, I play the saxophone. I don't know how I'm going to be in 7th grade, but if anything I know that I'll do great.
I have only one issue. It doesn't deal with the school or anything. There's this certain someone that I really like. I don't know if he's going to be going to the same school as me, or if he's going to the one where he currently lives. I just would like it if I got to see him again, It's been about three months since I've seen him last. If you knew him then you may know why I like him so much. He's REALLY intelligent, he's SUPER cute, he has an AMAZING personality, I LOVE how he dresses. I could talk FOREVER about him, but it'll be too much to read about. I just want to see him and hear his voice again. That's pretty depressing, though.
Thrity-five days until my birthday and I'm hoping I can see him then, or before that. I don't want to do anything but stay at home and relax with a couple of friends. I don't know who all I'll ask to come over but I have a feeling I know who I'm going to invite over to the house. Bowe, Chris, Matt, Alex, Donny, Berenice, my two sisters who'll already be here, and I think that's just about it.
The next day after my birthday it's registration for school. I want to look my best, I'm going to have my picture taken then and I don't want it to look messed up in the yearbook at the end of the year. I'll be getting all of my classes and who I'm going to have as my teacher and the times I'm going. I'll also be getting my binder that says"KMS" with a lion on it. I think I'm also going to be getting my p.e clothes and this other colored shorts.
Well that's all that I can think of for right now. I'll keep writing stuff.
signed
dbc,
This year, I'm going into 7th grade. If I did good on the c.s.t(california state test) then I'll get into honors classes. My elective is advanced band, I play the saxophone. I don't know how I'm going to be in 7th grade, but if anything I know that I'll do great.
I have only one issue. It doesn't deal with the school or anything. There's this certain someone that I really like. I don't know if he's going to be going to the same school as me, or if he's going to the one where he currently lives. I just would like it if I got to see him again, It's been about three months since I've seen him last. If you knew him then you may know why I like him so much. He's REALLY intelligent, he's SUPER cute, he has an AMAZING personality, I LOVE how he dresses. I could talk FOREVER about him, but it'll be too much to read about. I just want to see him and hear his voice again. That's pretty depressing, though.
Thrity-five days until my birthday and I'm hoping I can see him then, or before that. I don't want to do anything but stay at home and relax with a couple of friends. I don't know who all I'll ask to come over but I have a feeling I know who I'm going to invite over to the house. Bowe, Chris, Matt, Alex, Donny, Berenice, my two sisters who'll already be here, and I think that's just about it.
The next day after my birthday it's registration for school. I want to look my best, I'm going to have my picture taken then and I don't want it to look messed up in the yearbook at the end of the year. I'll be getting all of my classes and who I'm going to have as my teacher and the times I'm going. I'll also be getting my binder that says"KMS" with a lion on it. I think I'm also going to be getting my p.e clothes and this other colored shorts.
Well that's all that I can think of for right now. I'll keep writing stuff.
signed
dbc,
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