Friday, January 30, 2009

Somethin you know is special once it's gone

I think everyone in life has something very special to them. When they think what they know it is,it turns out that it isn't. When they think that it's the love of their life, their prized possession; it turns out that it really isn't. You....no one, really knows what it is, there's only one way that they do. Once a woman loses their only son, or daughter...they get so sad....so hurt. They probably just found out what their special thing is....or turns out to be was. Many things happen, many bad things happen, hurtful things, things that no one would probably ever wish or wished would happen. I think someone knows what their special thing, or somone is...until it's gone. Until they lose them or it. This life is full of mysterys, it's full of sadness and sorrow. No one knows when it's going to occur, but at one point or another it will just happen. It all will just collpase.
That leads to the ending, what is sometimes in fake or non-fiction stories.

The End,

Things in my draft on my phone....

  • God doesn't give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you & and to make you into the person you were meant to be. I Love you!!!
  • Just in case I dont tell you enough....You mean the world to me! Also I love you
  • First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. The world is slowly coming to an end & nobody knows what they have until it's gone...
  • met you as a stranger, took you as a friend, hope we meet in heaven where friendships never end.
  • The day I stop being there for you is the day I close my eyes forever
  • You are the peanut to my butter, the star to my burst, the pop to my tart, but most importantly....you're the best to my friend
  • Tears my cry, years may fly, but my love for you will never die.
  • Don't be surprised if some fat guy grabs you and puts you in a bag....I told santa I wanted you for Christmas
  • "My perspective on life is why spend your life waiting to live"

Knight 'n Shining Armor











I belive every girl has a dream. A dream to have someone who'll be there for them no matter what. I call it"Knigh 'n shining Armor" They'll have a lot in common, the same qualities. Someone who'll protect her, he'll be honest with her no matter what happens, and so on. A or every girl has one. They, or you just have to belive. They or you just have to fins that special one.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Lifetime Story/Destiny

I think everyone in life creates their own story in their head which at one point becomes their life without knowing it. I think many people have their own dreams, their own fanatsy, their own story. Getting the feeling like you have the power to do anything, and you want people to see how you see things is part of your lifetime story. You may want people to see things how you see it. If you wanted them to see how you see everyone in life their good and their bad, and how you should judge them, it's kind of the same with animals. If you think that they're bad or good, take Lions for example; they have their good side and bad side, you might think that they're very bad animals to kill humans, or other animals. Well it's not their fault, they have to survive, they have to have the chance to live; to know what it's like, to know the scenery around them and maybe to think why or what they live for.

I dont know if you may be like me or not , but I get these dreams, this image in my head how I want to live, how I want to grow up as. When I get older and have a place of my own; I dream of living in the mountains all you see is the clear blue sky and bright and shining sun. A beautiful two story house with a herd of horses and other livestock. I'd look foawrd to gettin up in the mornings, get up to the sound of humming birds and cows and life. In the Spring it'll be wonderful to hear the little river or creek, see all of the different colored butterflies, and see the flowers and the fresh smell of the air; of life.

For my job it'll be to raise animals and sell them, help in life, help give food to everyone. I'd have something to look foward to. Seeing the beautiful horses running, galloping in the clear days. See their manes fly back; to hear the sound of their hooves banging on the moving ground. Even hearing the neighing, seeing their shine when running in front of the sun. The glaring sun touches bits of their manes and all you see is a spark, glowing mane. Up and down, side to side.

I'd love to be home when it's raining sit by the window, watch the rain soaring down to the ground and hearing the pleasent and relaxing sound of it. Curled up in a blanket with the crackling sound of the blazing fire. Hearing the drumming thunder, with every single light off with only just the fire and very few candles lit to help guide me through the house when in need of something.

The house would look like a wood cabin, a porch on the outside and a backyard that leads to the open and free plains. Flags waving back and forth on windy days, with a balcony on the top to look out at the sunset. The inside would have bricks in the main living room area by the fire place with a book shelf for many books. One couch on the side of the fire place and another book shelf for games to play with family. The kitchen would be big with granite counters, and a sparkling color for the walls. The other living room will have another fire place, with the same pattern for around it, bricks and book shelves. but that one would be for the kids to have fun and play in. There'll be two bedrooms on the bottom which will be for the kids. they'll both have different themes in the bedroom. In the middle they'll share a bathroom two sinks with granite counters. On the top floor would be the master bedroom, it'll be big with a fire place, a huge bathroom, and a walk in closet. There'll also be a room that has all of the family memories, and that will be for the adults. I can imagine a basement, it can be a game room, music room, and a room for parties and family get togethers.

I can imagine have a lot of horses two possibly three dogs, hopefully two kids a girl named Brooke , and then the last name. The boy will be Mitchel, and then the last name as well. I'll have a caring husband who'll be there always for me when in need and for his children. someone who will respect me, will trust me and tell me everything. The dogs will be Collies, two girls and one boy. I'll have a lot of horses many various colors, all beautiful and unique.

As you can see I have a big huge dream that I long for to come true, probally many people have those. But that's something for time to reveal, if it'll happen or not. Who knows I may have different and new dreams. Right now this is one that i'm sure of that I want to happen. I wouldn't want to worry about anything. I'll go for it, I'll try, but whatever happens I'll never give up, lose hope or faith. I have my very own story. What's yours? That's for you to decide, your dream or destiny awaits you. So go for it.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Dentist

Today I had to go to the dentist at 1:30. My grandma didn't pick me up until nearly 2:00. Then once I get there it's about 2:30, and my sister and I get called back there around 3:00 or 4:00. Then I had to get a bands for the right side of my mouth. When we got home my Mom told me that if my Dad didn't pay the dentist bill my Sister and I wouldn't of had work done today, so my Ma paid it. Now my Dad owes my Mom the money. Pretty bad day for that today. Well I had to write something today so I decided to write this.
Well ttyl.

pubrs

signed dbc,

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Tornado

This is the same thing for school, but it's not my subject, or topic I should say. It's my freinds Jhonny, Joey, and Alexis. They get tornadoes, that's what I wanted but they were called on first, so as I say first pick first serve. Oh well it could be worse.

here's the address to check it out

http://www.weatherwizkids.com/tornado.htm

Here's some information about them.

What is a tornado?

A tornado is a violent rotating column of air extending from a thunderstorm to the ground. The most violent tornadoes are capable of tremendous destruction with wind speeds of up to 300 mph. They can destroy large buildings, uproot trees and hurl vehicles hundreds of yards. They can also drive straw into trees. Damage paths can be in excess of one mile wide to 50 miles long. In an average year, 1000 tornadoes are reported nationwide.

How do tornadoes form?

Most tornadoes form from thunderstorms. You need warm, moist air from the Gulf of Mexico and cool, dry air from Canada. When these two air masses meet, they create instability in the atmosphere. A change in wind direction and an increase in wind speed with increasing height creates an invisible, horizontal spinning effect in the lower atmosphere. Rising air within the updraft tilts the rotating air from horizontal to vertical. An area of rotation, 2-6 miles wide, now extends through much of the storm. Most strong and violent tornadoes form within this area of strong rotation.

well ttyl

pubrs

signed dbc,

Hurricanes


In school, for e.l.d I have a report to do with 3 people. I'm working with my friends Ryan,Liliana,and me. My class is doing it on natural disasters, my group is doing it on hurricanes. There's this cool website I found that is really cool and intresting. It is http://www.weatherwizkids.com/hurricane1.htm. Check it out sometime. Well here's some info. that I got from it,

How do hurricanes form?

Hurricanes only form over really warm ocean water of 80°F or warmer. The atmosphere (the air) must cool off very quickly the higher you go. Also, the wind must be blowing in the same direction and at the same speed to force air upward from the ocean surface. Winds flow outward above the storm allowing the air below to rise. Hurricanes typically form between 5 to 15 degrees latitude north and south of the equator. The Coriolis Force is needed to create the spin in the hurricane and it becomes too weak near the equator, so hurricanes can never form there.

What is a hurricane?

A hurricane is a huge storm! It can be up to 600 miles across and have strong winds spiraling inward and upward at speeds of 75 to 200 mph. Each hurricane usually lasts for over a week, moving 10-20 miles per hour over the open ocean. Hurricanes gather heat and energy through contact with warm ocean waters. Evaporation from the seawater increases their power. Hurricanes rotate in a counter-clockwise direction around an "eye." The center of the storm or "eye" is the calmest part. It has only light winds and fair weather. When they come onto land, the heavy rain, strong winds and large waves can damage buildings, trees and cars.

well i'll ttyl


pubrs


signed dbc,

Sunday, January 11, 2009

this morning was sooo much fun!!

Today my friend berenice called and we started talking.....Then we wanted to talk to someone else, we called our friend Chris and he never answered so we left him 5 or more voice mails. Then we called our other friend Bowe, he answered once hung up on berenice, then we laeft him a voicemail. After that we called Michael from Arkansa, and left him 1 voicmail, then we called my friend Donnie and left a voicemail, then my Dad. He was the only one who had actually answered without hanging up. Once we got done talkin to him, Chris called back, and we all started talking on the phone....It was soo much fun...
well gtg

pubrs

signed dbc,

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Big family, little me=problem

I have a huge family and with a lot of family comes a lot of talking and it causes all of us to be loud. The problem with me is that i'm the kind of girl who doesn't like to be around a lot of people, a lot of noise;I just like to be outside a lot and I like to be around nature. I like to think about my thoughts and just let it all go, but I have a problem with that. I live in a little town so there's not a lot of time that I get to go outside and the more thoughts I have the more I get stressed. Anyways about the family thing, big family+ quiet me=a huge problem. Last night four of my cousins came over to my house and I didn't like it because I had a lot on my mind and my step brother and step sister was already going to be there so that meant 8 kids including me was going to be at the house. When I got home my ma took me in her room and she started talking to me about all this stuff and how i'm just like her in this emotional way. I just wish that she would of listened to me instead of just talkin to me. So I started crying and we talked more, my ma knows that I dont like people in my room, going through my stuff, and doing anything that deals with me. I couldn't do anything about it so I just went in my room, and when i'm in a bad mood I like to clean, so that's just what I did. As you can see I have problems when i'm around a lot of people and when I like to have some peace and quiet and to be alone, but that's something I can't do in my own way,or control.

Friday, January 9, 2009

something that bothers me

OK Scientists say that the world is going to end in the year 2012. Well if that's true something that I hate is that I wont get to know what it's like to be marrried, have kids, have trouble paying bills, being in debt, working, going to collage, and all of that stuff. I hate that because then it'll be hard to know what it's like to have hard hard problems not just the easy one being a kid and all. I hate that because I wont know what it's like to have a lot of things, I know grown-ups will be saying you dont want to go through that stuff because it's tough and all, but I want to know what it's like because then i'll know why it's hard for many people to do all of this stuff during a pretty hectic time. I know it's weird wanting to be seasoned at this stuff but, I guess you can say that's what makes me who I really am, I guess you can say i'm unique like everyone is but in their own ways. It's what makes them, well them.

I'm sooo happy

I can't wait to go back to school!!!!I've been out for almost 3 weeks and I can't take it any longer. I love school, and I really want to see my friends. Berenice, Chris,Kolby,Stella,Cynthia,Justin,and so on. I also can't wait to learn again;I love math and english, but only writing for english. My worst subject is history.


well i'll pubrs

signed dbc,

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Oklahoma fun in car year 2006-2007

My older sister and I was in the car waiting for our dad to come so we could go to Texas to see our grandparents. That was when I had glasses but no braces. Now it's the opposite, I have braces and no glasses but I have to go and get some soon I hope.

signed dbc,

New Story

Tonight I am writing a story.....Can you guess what the topic is???
The topic is life....Huh it's a pretty tough one
I was talkin to my ma and told her that it was a hard topic but I love to write but I just need a good topic to write on
So my ma tells me to write about horses....I think it's a pretty good idea
so maybe after this story i'll write about horses
a little bit of fiction/a little but of non fiction
I also want to apologize ofr all of my spelling errors and conventions
well gtg ttyl
pubrs


signed Dbc

Friday, January 2, 2009

been 4ever

I know that I haven't put any blogs up lately.....You know how it is Christmas and everything.....Not to meantion New Years, and traveling....Well i'm posting a blog right now...
My ma gave away one of my dogs to someone else in my family..
This 4th of January i'm going to my Aunt Grace's house for 3 days,it's probally the longest I'll ever go..Anyways one of the days i'm suppose to go to my cousins house to ride her new filly.....
After all I Love horses....I'll ride any horse no matter how bad it is....I also like/Love all animals...
well I think this will do 4 now...well ttyl..
or pubrs.
post up blogs real soon....