Thursday, November 19, 2009

Why Are People so Judgmental

My friend Berenice always tells my other friend Colby that he doesn't match. This happens everyday, and I'm starting to get tired of it. So what if he doesn't match? She makes a big deal if his shoes don't match with what he's wearing; she makes a big deal if her shirt doesn't match either. It doesn't matter how people dress! They're just showing their personality! Colby is just wearing what he has and what he likes. It doesn't matter if he matches of not; it doesn't matter if anyone matches or not! Who you are is who you are, and most people show it by how they dress. There's this one girl who dresses different from people, I mean way different! I like it though, she doesn't care what people think about her, her dressing is really unique, and she can pull it off.

Know, what I don't understand is with the people on the internet. The reporters and people like that. There's a column just about where actors/actresses makes thei mistakes in dressing! What's up with that? Why does it matter how they dress;why does it matter? They dress how they want to, no one should have a say in what they do, or what they wear! Especilly the fact that it's getting millions of comments saying how bad they look. How do you think they feel when they read those comments and the bad things that's being said about them? I don't think that they like one bit! Why can't people just lay off and get a life instead of reading and even commenting that. What happened to, "If you don't like what you see/hear, don't say or do anything about it. Just pretend it's not there." ?

Personally I just get mad when people do that. Because you have to admit that even you have your off days where you don't dress the best.

Monday, October 26, 2009

The world of ours

Everyday people go through just about the same things, but in different places. You know all of the examples or things that could have happened to them. Just think what's happening in your life right now or what has happened in the past. In this book I read I found this one part interesting. We're all like a big wheel, we're all part of it. We go around and around; the same things happen to the majority of us. It it's not the same day, or month, or year, or whatever it'll happen eventually.

I haven't really thought about it, but we're all the same in many ways, and we're all different in mnay ways. I think that no matter what happens, keep your head up and and go on through the good and bad. Do NOT let anything stop you from achieving your dreams/goals! It's your life and no one can control you, go for what you believe in. Keep going at it until the best comes out of it. If nothign happens, maybe it just wasn't meant for you. It'll eventually come to you.

Many people have to start thinking about what they want to be when they get older. Many people don't know what they want to be when they're older, like me for example. I've been thinking about everything that I have potential in and think about if it really fits me. We all know that we wan't a job that we'll like and one that we get good money for. But, it's just so hard to make up your mind. That's why I rather start off with a job to help with bills and getting setteled in with things. I will think more and more about what I want to do and hopefully it'll come to me. If you already know what you want to be, then that's great! It's fantastic!

When I go to college I intend on going to a really good one. I bet a lot of people intend on doing so. There's a huge difference in saying it and actually working for it. Just think, you have to have the grades and people are looking for a good reputation. By doing community service and extra cirricular acitivities will go into your permanent record and will help a bunch. You're more likely to get into the college you want with the grades and so on. The colleges I've thought about attending have high expectations and I know I can conquer them, but that's IF I can work for it and actually try. Just believe in yourself and you'll be amazed at what you've acheived.

signed
dbc,

Saturday, September 19, 2009

It happens to all of us

Have you ever watched a movie just because it looked good by the cover? Or because the title sounded like a good movie? You'd judge what the movie would be about by those two things, without reading what it's about. Once you judge what it's about you make a decision what it's going to be about; so you watch it and at the end you come to find out you were way off with your prediction. That happens to me, but, not with just movies, tv shows too. I'll start watching it and get more and more into it; why does that happen? It's probably the fact that you have a feeling on what you think it's going to be like, when you find out you're wrong you start to get into it.

It happens to all of us; especially in romance. Young teenagers see that stuff and start to like it more and more. They start to long for it to happen to them. Their first kiss, first love, first everything. It's perfectly normal, it happens to us all. Something to dream about, something to plan. Here's the thing though, based off of what they watch they then plan how they want to date boys and what they want their personality to be like. When a girl THINKS they find the one, they realize the boy isn't at all what they thought they'd be. Their personality isn't the same, they hardly have a romantic side. They may stick with them to grow their love for him, but when it ends they keep looking.

Finally, after they've gone through so many, they find...him. The perfect one.

Friday, August 14, 2009

random and writing

I know it's been a long time since I've posted up a blog. I just don't know what to write about anymore. I realized something, when I'm in school I get more topics. I believe it's the fact there's many things that go on in one day; with all the many things, I can choose one to write about. For example: If there's an issue, I can get that issue and talk about it on here. I won't use the people and their problem, but I can think about how it can be an everyday problem and talk about it. Therefore, I can give advice to help prevent it from happening with other people; or I can give advice about it.

Another example: If a question pops up during school, I can write about it. I can post up the question as the title, and below I can write about it and most likely it'll be asking you what you think about it.

The topics can keep on coming up; with that I can write a lot more.

Anyways, there are about 3 days until school starts again. I'm so excited! I like to learn and get new challenges with what comes in learning. I already know what I'm going to wear, but it could always change knowing me. Friends are kind of another reason why I can't wait to go back to school. There's a couple that I have to try to put up with, but other than that I can't wait. I know that I said I don't believe in best friends,because I don't, but I have a REALLY good friend who I know will always be there for me. Of couse, it's a boy. By when I say of course I mean, I only get along best with boys. Girls are too dramatic, I know I have my times of being dramatic, but it's not all the time that it happens.

That's one thing right there that I HATE! I have some friends who live in another city, I hear very often that they're in a fight. I hate it! They're friends, of course they'll get in a fight, but it shouldn't be all the time. I think that if they get in a fight all the time then they shouldn't be friends. If that, they shouldn't just hang out with each other for a while. Not until they realize how much they need each other and how much they give one another company. They will realize that they will NEVER have another friend who's like them. I just think they all should get along; when there's a problem they should bring it up, talk about it, and solve it. Otherwise that problem will come between them and it will ruin their friendship.

That's something I came up with just as I was writing. Don't you see how easy that was for me? I was in the subject of school, and thinking about school when that happened. It's the fact there's something ALWAYS going on in school, whether I know it or not. It's easy to get stuff to talk/write about that has happened. A topic will ALWAYS come up to write about. Especially in the grades junior high and high school.

That's all I have for now. If you know or have anything for me to talk about just comment me and I will do my very best to write about it.

signed
dbc,

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Upgrading!

It's been sort of a while since I've posted up a blog. In seventeen days It'll be my birthday! In twenty-nine days school starts! I can't wait until then.

Hopefully I'll have fun on my birthday, I don't reall look forward to it, but then again I do. I'm not expecting any presents, but then again I am. I'm confusing when it comes to my birthday.

I heard that we might get two electives for school this year. Not one but TWO! If so, I want advanced band and choir. I LOVE to play the saxophone and sing. They're kind of my hobbies I guess you can say, mainly singing though. I can sometimes hit those really high notes, it all depends what kind of song it is.

This coming Sunday is the lock-in for the city. It's from 8:00 pm-6:00am the next day. If I'm lucky enough my Mom will let me and my sister go. Maybe my step brother, too. It's a pajama lock-in, people in pajamas get in for $5.00. People coming on regular everyday clothes it's $8.00. My Mom will have to be payin $8.00 for me, I don't know about anyone else.

Today I went over to two peoples house! Donny's first, then Alex's house. Donny's house was from 3:00-5:00. Alex's house was 6:00-8:00. It was pretty fun, but I have to admit, it could have been better.

signed
dbc,

Saturday, July 11, 2009

This is different than usual

I know I usually create a blog that's giving advice, or something like that. It's going to change now. I just don't know what to write about anymore. I think I 'll just write about what I get in the mood to write about.

This year, I'm going into 7th grade. If I did good on the c.s.t(california state test) then I'll get into honors classes. My elective is advanced band, I play the saxophone. I don't know how I'm going to be in 7th grade, but if anything I know that I'll do great.

I have only one issue. It doesn't deal with the school or anything. There's this certain someone that I really like. I don't know if he's going to be going to the same school as me, or if he's going to the one where he currently lives. I just would like it if I got to see him again, It's been about three months since I've seen him last. If you knew him then you may know why I like him so much. He's REALLY intelligent, he's SUPER cute, he has an AMAZING personality, I LOVE how he dresses. I could talk FOREVER about him, but it'll be too much to read about. I just want to see him and hear his voice again. That's pretty depressing, though.

Thrity-five days until my birthday and I'm hoping I can see him then, or before that. I don't want to do anything but stay at home and relax with a couple of friends. I don't know who all I'll ask to come over but I have a feeling I know who I'm going to invite over to the house. Bowe, Chris, Matt, Alex, Donny, Berenice, my two sisters who'll already be here, and I think that's just about it.

The next day after my birthday it's registration for school. I want to look my best, I'm going to have my picture taken then and I don't want it to look messed up in the yearbook at the end of the year. I'll be getting all of my classes and who I'm going to have as my teacher and the times I'm going. I'll also be getting my binder that says"KMS" with a lion on it. I think I'm also going to be getting my p.e clothes and this other colored shorts.

Well that's all that I can think of for right now. I'll keep writing stuff.

signed
dbc,

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Maurity comes to us all at one point or another

I'm at a young age, but I act older. I guess you can say I matured fast. Everyone matures when they're at a certain age; for me it's at eleven. My Mom is a really great Mom,even though I don't act like it. I love her, but I wish there wasn't all theese rules that my sister and I had to obey. My sister is thirteen, and mature as she's suppose to be at her age.

My Mom doesn't allow my sister and I to do certain things. The religion "we" have is apostolic. Where we can't wear pants, wear jewelry, cut your hair, listen to other music but christain. That's my Mom and people on her side of the family. It's not me! If I do have to follow that religion I'm pretending to be something I'm really not. My Mom doesn't understand it; I wish I had the guts to tell her how I feel. I wish she would understand and know that my sister and I are mature enough to make our own decisions. What we do is our choice, our life, our decision. If I choose to wear pants, wear jewelry, and listen to music that's not christain is my choice.

When I'm at my Dad's house I wear pants, and stuff that my Mom doesn't allow my sister and I to. My Dad sees how mature and old enough we are to wear what we want and do what we want. Well, not in everything. He is an amazing Dad! I love him to death, I love my Mom too; she has so many rules though. She's doing it just for protection, but she can trust us to do what we pleas or at least be a little leanent. Let us wear pants, let us wear jewlery, let us be who we really are.

I wish my Mom would also see that no matter what religion we have God loves us no matter what. If God didn't love people who had certain religions then that doesn't make since when people and the bible says that he loves each and everyone one of us. God loves us for who we are; as long as still believe in him and try not to out-shine him then he loves us. The whole apostolic thing just doesn't really fit who I am. I'm not the person who loves to wear skirts everyday; I'm not the kind of person who likes to not wear jewlery; I'm not the kind of person who just likes to listen to christain music all the time.

Okay, enough about me and my maturity thing. I wrote this blog to inform about everyone maturing. People are all different than each and every way. That leads to people maturing faster than the other and slower than the other. My sister is still maturin and so am I. But, we add maturity as we get older. That's how everyone is. We NEVER stop maturing in our lifetime. We may think that we're mature enough and don't need to mature anymore, but that's not what our body thinks/feels.

This subject is easy, yet hard to explain how it works. Even though I'm eleven I still have knowledge and think outside the box. That helps me in everything and it will help me as I get older and go on in life. Just think about what I wrote on here and tell/comment me what you think.

signed
dbc,

Monday, June 22, 2009

~life~

Many people have to suffer so much everyday. Many people lose someone in their family, or someone that they really and truly love. It hurts, it sucks to have people go through it. It's not right for them to be hurt, going through all the sorrow and devistating time. People whom lose their wife, husband, child, is really sad. Every year they have to go on with life without their loved ones. Once there's a loss everything changes; the way you act, dress,etc. You notice how different things are from when they're there and when they're gone.

The loss of someone not only has to be death, but could be in moving, dumping, or something like that. No one likes it, but we have to deal with it. The person that you love(d) could of moved away because they had no choice. Or they could of dumped you because they didn't feel for you anymore; not as much as they probably use to. It gets pretty hard getting over those things, but eventually we will. Well, we won't, but it won't be as bad as it use to be.

No one is perfect, we're all the same. We all screw up, we all go through losses, and so on. It's part of life; I think it's to help us learn from our mistakes, or to move on from what had happened. We all hav e bills to pay, we all over do it. Women love to shop, so they might spend a little too much than they were hoping for. If people don't have a high income then it'll be hard to pay bills. Money is the main conflict for us right now; it's taking over a lot of things right now. It's what is causing for many stores and name-brand things to file for bankruptcy. The same thing with adventure parks; that makes it less fun for families who go on vacations.

I really don't know what to write about; I just wanted to put up a new blog. If you have any ideas on what I can type about, that'll be a great help.

signed
dbc,

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Is love what we think it is?

By the heading you'd think it's going to be an answer or a question. But, what you don't know is is that by the useful or not information I give you, it could be the answer. Or it could be the question stated with evidence.

By my own personal knowledge, people think love is between two people. In many cases it is, but in otherwords it really isn't. There can be love in a family which could be more than two. So, in which the love is between the two people can be anything. It could be: boy and girl, mother and daughter, father and daughter, mother and son, father and daughter, etc. You get the idea. If it's between two people, say boy and girl, then there's a whole different meaning of love than it is between mother and daughter;or something like that. The difference is: between boy and girl it's about partnership, care for one another, own roles to play, and so on. Between mother and daughter, or something like that, it's: care for the youngest, giving shelter for the younger one, feeding the younger one, helping the younger one to learn what he or she's suppose to, with a little bit of extra knowledge.

Love can actually be anything if you think about it. Okay, well not anything, but you know what I mean. Love can be between person and animal, person and person, animal and animal; it's what they think or know. Grown-ups think that kids are too young to know what love is. But, are they? I don't think so; if a kid grows up with a pet they grow love for the animal. They think/know the animal is their best friend. The kid can tell the animal anything and trust it not to tell anyone; the kid can/will show affectionate for the animal, the kid can/will care for the animal enough and hope for it not to die. That's love right there! What do grown-ups know about little kids not knowing what love is? Not like grown-ups know more about love than kids! Okay, i lied; grown-ups know more, but not as much as they think.

In my which my case is going, just about everyone knows what love is. It all just depends on how you're meaning it. It just depends on how you're wanting to mean it. I still have that question after writing all of that. I'm not sure if we/i/anyone knows what love is. You may think you know, but it may not be what you think it is (if that makes any sense). Just keep that in mind and tell me what you think about it.

signed,
Dbchorselover

Sunday, April 26, 2009

too long in time

I know it's been a while since I've posted a blog. I've been very/kind of busy with school. Monday I have cst which I'm sort of confident with but not really. I've also been working on a story and it's twenty-four pages long. I'm starting to correct it now, I want it to be published but I don't know how to get it published. I might just write a ton of stories and maybe when I'm older I'll publish them or somthing. I'm not sure yet, and I don't have to be sure yet, because I still have my whole life in front of me to choose what I want to do and what occupation I want when I'm older.

I'm trying to raise money so when I'm older I'll have money for college if I don't get a scholarship or anything like that. The money would also be for a home when I want to move out of my Mom's house. I want to move somewhere out in the open and maybe have a ranch. A lot of Quarter Horses to go with the ranch would be nice, though. Another thing I could do with the money is for supplies for writing books.

I don't know what I want to be when I'm older; that's my only problem though. My mom thinks I should be a doctor or a lawyer. She said I'm very methodically (forgot how to spell it) and she also said that once I start something I like/have to get it done. yet, she said it's up to me, which it is but I'm not sure what I want to be. That's one problem I have right now, but like I said before, I have my whole life ahead of me for that.

One thing I'm sure of is when I'm in high school I want to be in FFA (Future Farmers of America). If you know me well then you'd know why I want to be in FFA. If you don't know me then it's because I like/love horses. In my bedroom I have thirty-six pictures of horses in my room on my wall. Obviously it's a lot, I don't really care though.

In middle school (junior high my Mom calls it) I'm going to be in band. I'm in band right now and I'm very fond of it. It's fun getting challenges and trying to master it. I play the saxophone and there's a lot of keys. As little as my hands are, I have to try to reach some of the key with my pinky. It's kind of funny though. My band teacher is also a good/great help too. When I don't know how to play a note he shows me what the note is and how to play it, the fingering and all.

You know, I know I can go on forever about thingsd that I'd like to do when I'm older. But at one point I have to stop writing in this case typing. That point is coming closer and closer. The point is coming right about here ----> .

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

We are one

There's this song I love. I just found about it right now, but I really like it. It's called we are one, what the tittle is. I'll show the lyrics below.



As you go through life you'll see
There is so much that we
Don't understand

And the only thing we know
Is things don't always go
The way we planned

But you'll see every day
That we'll never turn away
When it seems all your dreams come undone
We will stand by your side
Filled with hope and filled with pride
We are more than we are
We are one

If there's so much I must be
Can I still just be me
The way I am?
Can I trust in my own heart
Or am I just one part
Of some big plan?

Even those who are gone
Are with us as we go on
Your journey has only begun

Tears of pain, tears of joy
One thing nothing can destroy
Is our pride, deep inside
We are one

We are one, you and I
We are like the earth and sky
One family under the sun
All the wisdom to lead
All the courage that you need
You will find when you see

We are one

You see what I mean? Well you might not, but I like it! I mean a lot, as you can probably tell right now. I like the whole song, how it sounds, and the lyrics. You can watch it on youtube, go to youtube.com and type in we are one lion king. Then it should come up. Well I really wanted to write something but I didn't know what, so I just put this.

Monday, March 16, 2009

Love

What is “love” to you? Or what’s the meaning of it to you? There may be a dictionary that says what it means, but I’m not talking about that; I’m talking about what it means to you, or me. Is it just about kissing, making out, or what? I think “love” is or has a different meaning to it with boys and girls; we look at it differently especially when we’re young. I think every sometimes no so then maybe most girls have this dream when they’re young, or it can even go on as they get older. They want “love” as in someone who’ll be there for them no matter what; if they’re down they’ll have someone who will find a way to cheer them up; when the girls get sick they’ll have someone who’ll help them get better. It could be different with boys; they might not even be “ready” or thinking about love at a young age. It may be sports, or stuff like that. When they’re older it’s way different, or it might not be. Take high school for example; if you notice when the prom comes around, about 90% of the girls look forward to it, it’s one of the main things to them. The girls will go shopping with their girl friends looking/shopping for dresses. The boys might too, but it doesn’t or probably doesn’t take them as long. When the night comes, well let’s just say it’s one of the most significance things to them. So they, the girls, it will take them a while to get ready; everything has to be perfect for them. Hair nails, dress, shoes, accessories, and so on.

Probably as you get older the meaning of it changes. For girls it may be the same, or it may be different. It could be part of what it says earlier, but with more to it. Someone who’ll be by their side forever, they don’t cheat on them, who’ll want to go everywhere with them, who wont mind taking them shopping, who will want to talk to them all the time, who will take them out a lot and be their selves, from what I also said earlier, and then so on. Now for boys it might start to be the same; not just for kissing, or anything like that. It may just start to be a little bit like the girls meaning of it. The girls have their own way; their own meaning; or wish of what it means. It can mean anything it you. “Love” is the meaning for what you think of it.

If there’s a love song and you thinks it says a lot then that could be your meaning of it. The meaning of life and the meaning of love are both definitely two different things. “Love” to you compared to “love” with me is probably different. To me “love means that someone will be here for me no matter what, someone who will respect me, someone who will care about and for me, when I’m sick I’ll have someone who will try to help get me better, someone who will be with me when I’m down and they’ll try to cheer me up. I want someone who won’t be ashamed of me around their friends and will introduce me to them, I want someone who will take me places and already have to whole day planned out for what to do. I want him to not be afraid of being himself around me; I want him to try to impress me just because it makes me smile. I want him to act himself; he can try to prove that he really and truly loves me more than I love him, which will be hard, depending on how much I love him. I need to know that I can trust him though, I need to know that he won’t cheat on me, If anything were to happen or come up I want him to help me and support me.

Here’s one thing that I, maybe most girls want, whenever we get picked up, we’d like to get a comment on how we look. It makes us feel good and kind of special. Well that’s part of what I look for in a guy. Obviously by the word there’s the keyword part, which is that there’s more to what “love” means to me.

I don’t know if other girls are like this or not, but when I act a “certain way” to a guy then I’m trying to I guess you can say “make them notice me.” There’s another word I’m looking for but that’s the only one that I can think if right now. Love can/could mean absolutely anything to you, and me. Love takes a team of two, not three or four, but two. It takes one to be the one who makes up most of the fights, and the other to help and stop the argument. It takes one to mow the lawn, and fix things that are broken, and it takes the other to just sit and watch/observe. It takes one to give the complements, and it takes the other to say thank you or other stuff. It takes one to cook, and the other one to judge the cooking. It takes one to help with the children, and the other one to play with the children while the other one cleans and gets onto them. It takes one to do the inside work, and the other one to do the outside work. It mainly takes two for a team, that’s one type of love.

They both will have parts or roles in which they will have to play. Two makes a team or a start of something new, three makes a group, four makes a party, five or more, or five or less makes a family. Love can be a meaning for different types of love. Love for a family. Love for just a pair of two. Love for love between a person and animal, or item. It’s all in which you think it stands for. Two people who date are in love, if they get engaged shows how much they love each other, if they get married is beyond more than how they are able to show how they feel about each other, if they have kids it shows that they love each other enough or more than enough to start a family, if they last forever without a divorce then it shows that they were made for each other. It shows that they’re soul mates. Two people in love can show so much in their life, and it could be a good point to others. Everyone loves something, an item or certain object, an animal, and/or person. I have my reasons to be in love, my Mom has hers, my Dad has his, my Sister has hers, my whole family has theirs, and you have yours.

What it is that comes to mind is your very own, to me love has many reasons. The one I’m talking about is love between two people. They both have roles in which they have to follow or go through in order for their relationship to work out. They both can do the same parts, but if they don’t do any of the parts then who knows what could happen. In many love music videos you may see two people in the video. It’s mainly about the two of them. One is a girl, and one is a boy, they don’t want the girl or guy to leave the girl or guy, if that makes any sense. If it’s a girl singing it then she may not want the guy to leave her or it could be vice versa.

A little help..maybe =~>

My very good friend Bowe helps me a lot, espically when i'm down which I love. One thing he told me, and I quote"Some people must feel like they're better than others but that's because they have poor self esteem either because that they don't like them selves or because other people don't like them." That simple thing right there really helped me, a lot! I mean just having a very good friend could help cheer you up, even with simple things. Which is sometimes the greatest treasure. A little help, could turn out to be a lot of help; trust me I know this.

Heres something that I made up myslef. "No one is perfect, we all have our dreams, goals, and so on and so forth. Many of us try to work for it, in order for it to turn out right. God doesn't favor us; so everything happens for a reason, the good and even the bad. We live, we dream, it's part of life. Life is a big mystery, it's good to show things and make a point. We love, we smile, we marry. It all equals up to life; it's kind of why we live for all of this to happen. The stars,moon,sun,and nature is its effects. To make us feel a certain way, it's worth it though. At night look at the birght and shining moon and the sparkling diamond stars could help you relax and give you time to think. I live, you live, to live. Nothin in this world is or seems fair, we're not favored. Most of all we're not perfect, of course we all make mistakes, big and small. The biggest one that you make is the one you know when you can't bring or take whatever it is back. You can try, you might not succeed, or you might succeed. It's your choice, and what you do you think is right. That goes for me, you, all of us. I may be just a kid, but I could have a point in some things. Don't make problems for yourself, it makes everythingworse. God loves all of us, don't go against him, he may seem unfair, but it might be showing life, and giving lessons. He does all of this for a reason. God love you, he love us. Even though he may not show it, but we're worth it. Go for what you want, it may take a while, but that doesn't mean give up. Keep on going no matter what!"

That all could say a lot. It's something that's able to help me if i'm feeling down. It could even help you. All I know is that it helped my Dad, I was writing it one night one, and I put it onto my phone. After that I sent to a lot of people. My Dad aske me where I got that and said thank you. Like I said, even though i'm little I too can have points in many things. A ittle help...maybe =~>

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Singing =~>

I love to sing don't get me wrong. Yet I hate my voice, all of my friends tell me that I sing really good. I don't say anything back to them, all I do is smile,sometimes. I espically love to sing loud and high notes that I can actually hit. At school I sing but not as loud as I can because I'm afraid of what other people may think. I usually don't care what people think of me, but singing I do care. If I hear I sing bad then I don't want to sing, but if I hear I sing good more often then that'll help me get out of my shyness with it.

Next year when I'm in Middle School, I'll get to chose an elective. So then that narrows it down to band and choir. I love band because it give me a fun challenge to try to play the songs, but with choir it'll give me a fun challenge to hit the high notes and low notes. Not to mention both of those two things run in my family no doubt about it. I get good singing from my Mom, but she's better. Though I can hit those high notes, I'm saprano (people who can hit very high notes) in certain songs. In other songs I'm alto (people who can hit low notes)in certain songs. A lot of people in my family plays instruments. Mostly played is the saxophone, drums, guitar, and piano.

I also have another problem. I'm shy around friends with singing, but so am I around my family. The only time that I really sing the way I do is when I'm at the house alone, or with my sister. I've been around my sister a lot longer than anyone else expect for my Mom, but I'm use to being myself around my sister more than anyone else. She even knows I love to sing, sometimes when I can think of anything I make my own songs. I love to write let alone make my own songs. If so they're mainly love songs. Anyways if I'm at home with my Mom and step Dad and sisters and brothers I rarely sing around them. If I do I sing quiet, unless I don't care then I'll actually sing. Like I said though it's a rare chance for me to. If I heard it from my family that I'm getting better then I'd actually show my voice.

I remember when I was just a little girl, I still am, I use to go outside into my grandparent's backyard and I'd sing. The quiet singing though; anyways I'd sing blues. It was so much fun, I had the time of my life. I'd just be sitting there on the swings swining up and down, and I'd just sing. I made one up called Sister Blues; I think it was when I got mad at my sister for some reason. I got upset went outside to that special swing and I'd sing as I went on making up the song. I didn't care how bad the songs were, just as long as I had fun doing it.

Anyways, there's my little story or autobiography about singing. I don't know if I have a point to it or not. If I did then it'd probably be the fact I love to sing but I never show my real voice. Well how loud I am when I sing, I don't show it. I'll probably post some of my songs up or not, I don't really know. Well I'm going to go for now, I'll post up more blogs soon.

signed
dbc,

Monday, March 2, 2009

Growing up??

When I was little I wasn't able to wait to grow up. It was all about being able to drive and being able to date. It was the dream to grow up; I'd be able to move out of my Mom's house to my very own, and I'd be able to have my own rules.

When I was little and I'd be scared or I'd wake up from having a bad dream I'd go to my Mom's room, or wherever she was at and I'd go to her and tell her what was wrong with me. She'd hold me in her arms and just help me. When I'd cry I'd run to her and she'd hold me and sing these songs to me, and it'd help me stop crying, but I'd fall asleep in her arms. I was able to get away with a lot of things and I was able to make a lot of people laugh. My Mom was and still is proud of me. Even though I can't really tell it. I had all sorts of friends who didn't talk about me in a bad way, we were just oursleves, we were the best of friends.

Now that I think about it I don't want to grow up. If I could I'd go back in time and re-live it as much as I could. I'd treasure everything, the good and the bad. I think or know I'm just scared to grow up. I wont be able to run to my Mom when I have a bad dream, I wont be able to run to her when I cry, she wont be able to hold me in her arms. I don't want to leave or go forward from my Mom and Dad, we were one happy family, well at least I thought. I wont have a lot of friends as I go on, or if so I wont see them as much. I'm scared of what will happen in the future.

I don't know if I'm going to be successful in life or not. I'm scared that everything I have that's great will just fall apart. I won't be able to sleep with my Mom through the tough times; like I was able to when I was little. I'm just scared, I dont know what will happen as I go on, and I think I'm just afraid to find out.

I know this is life, and everyone is made to be born, live, work, have kids, and die. This is a part of life that I know that I'm going to hate. I don't want to move on. Yet I have to and I don't have a choice. Growing up isn't at all like I thought that would happen. It was suppose to be fun, exictting, I was suppose to look forward to it. But I guess not, I guess that's part of life, I guess it's part of growing up.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

No matter what you'll remember







I like this saying that I thought of today
"Hate me or love me...admit it...you wont forget me"





To me it says if you hate me then you wont forget me. Sometimes you or I might be forgotten but that's no really likely. If you're being hatten on or just fine with people, they wont forget you. No matter what you'll always be remembered; no one can forget you unless they never knew you. Even if you know someone but they say they forgot you, probably deep deep inside they know who you are. You probably look familar to them, but they can't really seem to know the name of you or they just forgot a lot about you.

That saying can say soo much, but what it means to you is probably different than what it means to me. But that's just a difference for us; lucky enough it may mean the same thing. But who knows; you decide.
signed dbc,










Sunday, February 22, 2009

One day One night

You may wonder what this posting is about....well actually I dont know. Im going to be writing anything as I go along until I cant think of anything else. So bare with me please.

One day could be any day, or every day in that case. You can think if it, chose what you want to and how you want it to be. If I were to talk about one and any specific day I'd chose the day when my very very close friend had to move. Well I think I will do that. It was October 23, 2008 when it all happened. We went to school like normally, but I knew about him leaving so I wasn't acting like myself much. I hardly talked, hardly smiled, hardly did anything. I was pretty upset to see and hear that he had to leave. I didn't even talk much to him either, even though I should of. After school we walked to this one spot where we'd always split up and go a different way. Well when we were there nothin really happened, we said our good-byes and split, we walked the other way we had to. That day really sucked.

Another day, one day could be when I heard news from him. I dont and cant remember the day it was but he told me that he might be moving back. I got so exicted,but the thing is is that he's not for sure if he is yet or not. I really hope and pray that he does move back. It would mean everything in the world to me.

One night, will be everynight for me. Everynight when I like awake I lay on my bed, door shut, lights off, and I look at the stars. Mybed is right by my window in my room so yeah. Sometimes I listen to music. It's fun and really relaxing, I enjoy it a lot. It gives me time to think and sort my thoughts out. I like/love to write so it helps me get stories started in my head. I never write those kind of stories down because it's too much and I usually forget, and it's the kind of stories that I think that belongs inside my head. I do many other things at night, but i just thought that i'd share that with you.

If you read that and still are reading this, well it's the end so bye. Oh and thanks for barring with me.

signed dbc,

Monday, February 16, 2009

Music has its reasons, its purpose

I think music is something that expresses your feelings. Not just yours, but who wrote the song. Sometimes it’s what they’re feeling right then and there or something they’ve felt before. It may express your feelings right then and there, it may be your exact feelings or just a little bit off. If there’s someone you hate, or you just started hating, you may find yourself going on YouTube or on some other website looking for a song that matches your feelings. Once you find it you might then find yourself listening to it over and over again. Just admit it; it’s something that happens naturally.

When you buy a new CD there may be some certain songs or song that you’re mainly looking for. It may be a good song or a depressing song that you’re looking for. It could explain the mood it is that you’re in; if you just got dumped, or someone died, and so on. Or it’s a good, happy song that you’re looking for. The cause could be anything, the effect is happy mood, glad, or excited song. It could be anything, here’s a good way to look at it. Say if a kid, girl or boy, had this kind of music on their computer, mp3, or some other device; they go into their parents room tells them something that kind of offends their parent or guardian. Well their parents might start yelling at them, or tell them to say sorry to them, or even tell you that the next time you do something like that they’re going to take something away for you for an amount of time. The kid may get mad, but show to their parents that they’re “sorry” as I like to say. Once they go back into their room they might go to that special device, and bring up their hatred song. Anything can happen, especially with music.

There are different types of music right? Right, well the song could represent a feeling. Hatred, joy, sorrow or depressing. One that could represent hat could be the song Hate everything about you, by Three Days Grace. It could be hatred for a family member about another family member, or for a couple, ex or one who are mad at each other. For joy the song could be L.o.v.e by Nat king Cole. It can show joy, and love to one another. Sorrow or depressing, well you can choose.

If you see the point I’m making then good. If not well my point is that music is made for a reason. It has a purpose, that’s why music could be used in movies; there are different varieties to choose from; happy, sad, mad, lonely, depressing love, and so on. Music has its reason, its purpose in life. For many reasons, all those reasons which is in life. In all which matters, it counts, something that could help answers.

Music to my Ears

I use to hate music, listening to it, playin it, or even sing it. Now I love it, I changed in that area.
I listen to it a lot, I listen to almost every typ of music. I think I just like to hear the different types of songs, I really like jazz and oldies. I take band and I play the saxophone, it's one of my favorite instruments. I have no idea how to play the piano; I dont even know the keys, but I make up my own songs. Though the songs aren't long I hvae a little pattern. Now I sing a lot, as much as I play. I love to sing, because I like to have a challenge to try to hit high notes, and low notes as well.

I love to have challenges in music, singing and even playing. I love when there's quiet around me, sometimes I think of songs, or I hear music with things around me. For example, I was laying on my bed one afternoon and it just stopped raining. I heard the drip-drop sound from the rain. After two or three I was able to hear a boom, soft boom, sound. It sounded really cool. A little pattern, or tune. At first I just heard those two things, I became more quiet and then I heard this loud noise. Well not loud, more like a high pitched noise; which was perfect to the tune. So then I heard"Drip-drop, drip-drop boom!"The high pitched noise sounded like a bird, it was probably my bird.

"Drip-drop, drip-drop Boom!Tweet." That happened over and over again. I like to listen closely because sometimes I hear music in the air, all using life.No instruments, no singing. Instruments, singing, but with things around us life, earth itself. That itself creates something powerfull, and unique. Music to my ears.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Somethin you know is special once it's gone

I think everyone in life has something very special to them. When they think what they know it is,it turns out that it isn't. When they think that it's the love of their life, their prized possession; it turns out that it really isn't. You....no one, really knows what it is, there's only one way that they do. Once a woman loses their only son, or daughter...they get so sad....so hurt. They probably just found out what their special thing is....or turns out to be was. Many things happen, many bad things happen, hurtful things, things that no one would probably ever wish or wished would happen. I think someone knows what their special thing, or somone is...until it's gone. Until they lose them or it. This life is full of mysterys, it's full of sadness and sorrow. No one knows when it's going to occur, but at one point or another it will just happen. It all will just collpase.
That leads to the ending, what is sometimes in fake or non-fiction stories.

The End,

Things in my draft on my phone....

  • God doesn't give you the people you want. He gives you the people you need. To help you, to hurt you, to leave you, to love you & and to make you into the person you were meant to be. I Love you!!!
  • Just in case I dont tell you enough....You mean the world to me! Also I love you
  • First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death. The world is slowly coming to an end & nobody knows what they have until it's gone...
  • met you as a stranger, took you as a friend, hope we meet in heaven where friendships never end.
  • The day I stop being there for you is the day I close my eyes forever
  • You are the peanut to my butter, the star to my burst, the pop to my tart, but most importantly....you're the best to my friend
  • Tears my cry, years may fly, but my love for you will never die.
  • Don't be surprised if some fat guy grabs you and puts you in a bag....I told santa I wanted you for Christmas
  • "My perspective on life is why spend your life waiting to live"

Knight 'n Shining Armor











I belive every girl has a dream. A dream to have someone who'll be there for them no matter what. I call it"Knigh 'n shining Armor" They'll have a lot in common, the same qualities. Someone who'll protect her, he'll be honest with her no matter what happens, and so on. A or every girl has one. They, or you just have to belive. They or you just have to fins that special one.

Monday, January 19, 2009

Lifetime Story/Destiny

I think everyone in life creates their own story in their head which at one point becomes their life without knowing it. I think many people have their own dreams, their own fanatsy, their own story. Getting the feeling like you have the power to do anything, and you want people to see how you see things is part of your lifetime story. You may want people to see things how you see it. If you wanted them to see how you see everyone in life their good and their bad, and how you should judge them, it's kind of the same with animals. If you think that they're bad or good, take Lions for example; they have their good side and bad side, you might think that they're very bad animals to kill humans, or other animals. Well it's not their fault, they have to survive, they have to have the chance to live; to know what it's like, to know the scenery around them and maybe to think why or what they live for.

I dont know if you may be like me or not , but I get these dreams, this image in my head how I want to live, how I want to grow up as. When I get older and have a place of my own; I dream of living in the mountains all you see is the clear blue sky and bright and shining sun. A beautiful two story house with a herd of horses and other livestock. I'd look foawrd to gettin up in the mornings, get up to the sound of humming birds and cows and life. In the Spring it'll be wonderful to hear the little river or creek, see all of the different colored butterflies, and see the flowers and the fresh smell of the air; of life.

For my job it'll be to raise animals and sell them, help in life, help give food to everyone. I'd have something to look foward to. Seeing the beautiful horses running, galloping in the clear days. See their manes fly back; to hear the sound of their hooves banging on the moving ground. Even hearing the neighing, seeing their shine when running in front of the sun. The glaring sun touches bits of their manes and all you see is a spark, glowing mane. Up and down, side to side.

I'd love to be home when it's raining sit by the window, watch the rain soaring down to the ground and hearing the pleasent and relaxing sound of it. Curled up in a blanket with the crackling sound of the blazing fire. Hearing the drumming thunder, with every single light off with only just the fire and very few candles lit to help guide me through the house when in need of something.

The house would look like a wood cabin, a porch on the outside and a backyard that leads to the open and free plains. Flags waving back and forth on windy days, with a balcony on the top to look out at the sunset. The inside would have bricks in the main living room area by the fire place with a book shelf for many books. One couch on the side of the fire place and another book shelf for games to play with family. The kitchen would be big with granite counters, and a sparkling color for the walls. The other living room will have another fire place, with the same pattern for around it, bricks and book shelves. but that one would be for the kids to have fun and play in. There'll be two bedrooms on the bottom which will be for the kids. they'll both have different themes in the bedroom. In the middle they'll share a bathroom two sinks with granite counters. On the top floor would be the master bedroom, it'll be big with a fire place, a huge bathroom, and a walk in closet. There'll also be a room that has all of the family memories, and that will be for the adults. I can imagine a basement, it can be a game room, music room, and a room for parties and family get togethers.

I can imagine have a lot of horses two possibly three dogs, hopefully two kids a girl named Brooke , and then the last name. The boy will be Mitchel, and then the last name as well. I'll have a caring husband who'll be there always for me when in need and for his children. someone who will respect me, will trust me and tell me everything. The dogs will be Collies, two girls and one boy. I'll have a lot of horses many various colors, all beautiful and unique.

As you can see I have a big huge dream that I long for to come true, probally many people have those. But that's something for time to reveal, if it'll happen or not. Who knows I may have different and new dreams. Right now this is one that i'm sure of that I want to happen. I wouldn't want to worry about anything. I'll go for it, I'll try, but whatever happens I'll never give up, lose hope or faith. I have my very own story. What's yours? That's for you to decide, your dream or destiny awaits you. So go for it.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Dentist

Today I had to go to the dentist at 1:30. My grandma didn't pick me up until nearly 2:00. Then once I get there it's about 2:30, and my sister and I get called back there around 3:00 or 4:00. Then I had to get a bands for the right side of my mouth. When we got home my Mom told me that if my Dad didn't pay the dentist bill my Sister and I wouldn't of had work done today, so my Ma paid it. Now my Dad owes my Mom the money. Pretty bad day for that today. Well I had to write something today so I decided to write this.
Well ttyl.

pubrs

signed dbc,

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Tornado

This is the same thing for school, but it's not my subject, or topic I should say. It's my freinds Jhonny, Joey, and Alexis. They get tornadoes, that's what I wanted but they were called on first, so as I say first pick first serve. Oh well it could be worse.

here's the address to check it out

http://www.weatherwizkids.com/tornado.htm

Here's some information about them.

What is a tornado?

A tornado is a violent rotating column of air extending from a thunderstorm to the ground. The most violent tornadoes are capable of tremendous destruction with wind speeds of up to 300 mph. They can destroy large buildings, uproot trees and hurl vehicles hundreds of yards. They can also drive straw into trees. Damage paths can be in excess of one mile wide to 50 miles long. In an average year, 1000 tornadoes are reported nationwide.

How do tornadoes form?

Most tornadoes form from thunderstorms. You need warm, moist air from the Gulf of Mexico and cool, dry air from Canada. When these two air masses meet, they create instability in the atmosphere. A change in wind direction and an increase in wind speed with increasing height creates an invisible, horizontal spinning effect in the lower atmosphere. Rising air within the updraft tilts the rotating air from horizontal to vertical. An area of rotation, 2-6 miles wide, now extends through much of the storm. Most strong and violent tornadoes form within this area of strong rotation.

well ttyl

pubrs

signed dbc,

Hurricanes


In school, for e.l.d I have a report to do with 3 people. I'm working with my friends Ryan,Liliana,and me. My class is doing it on natural disasters, my group is doing it on hurricanes. There's this cool website I found that is really cool and intresting. It is http://www.weatherwizkids.com/hurricane1.htm. Check it out sometime. Well here's some info. that I got from it,

How do hurricanes form?

Hurricanes only form over really warm ocean water of 80°F or warmer. The atmosphere (the air) must cool off very quickly the higher you go. Also, the wind must be blowing in the same direction and at the same speed to force air upward from the ocean surface. Winds flow outward above the storm allowing the air below to rise. Hurricanes typically form between 5 to 15 degrees latitude north and south of the equator. The Coriolis Force is needed to create the spin in the hurricane and it becomes too weak near the equator, so hurricanes can never form there.

What is a hurricane?

A hurricane is a huge storm! It can be up to 600 miles across and have strong winds spiraling inward and upward at speeds of 75 to 200 mph. Each hurricane usually lasts for over a week, moving 10-20 miles per hour over the open ocean. Hurricanes gather heat and energy through contact with warm ocean waters. Evaporation from the seawater increases their power. Hurricanes rotate in a counter-clockwise direction around an "eye." The center of the storm or "eye" is the calmest part. It has only light winds and fair weather. When they come onto land, the heavy rain, strong winds and large waves can damage buildings, trees and cars.

well i'll ttyl


pubrs


signed dbc,

Sunday, January 11, 2009

this morning was sooo much fun!!

Today my friend berenice called and we started talking.....Then we wanted to talk to someone else, we called our friend Chris and he never answered so we left him 5 or more voice mails. Then we called our other friend Bowe, he answered once hung up on berenice, then we laeft him a voicemail. After that we called Michael from Arkansa, and left him 1 voicmail, then we called my friend Donnie and left a voicemail, then my Dad. He was the only one who had actually answered without hanging up. Once we got done talkin to him, Chris called back, and we all started talking on the phone....It was soo much fun...
well gtg

pubrs

signed dbc,

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Big family, little me=problem

I have a huge family and with a lot of family comes a lot of talking and it causes all of us to be loud. The problem with me is that i'm the kind of girl who doesn't like to be around a lot of people, a lot of noise;I just like to be outside a lot and I like to be around nature. I like to think about my thoughts and just let it all go, but I have a problem with that. I live in a little town so there's not a lot of time that I get to go outside and the more thoughts I have the more I get stressed. Anyways about the family thing, big family+ quiet me=a huge problem. Last night four of my cousins came over to my house and I didn't like it because I had a lot on my mind and my step brother and step sister was already going to be there so that meant 8 kids including me was going to be at the house. When I got home my ma took me in her room and she started talking to me about all this stuff and how i'm just like her in this emotional way. I just wish that she would of listened to me instead of just talkin to me. So I started crying and we talked more, my ma knows that I dont like people in my room, going through my stuff, and doing anything that deals with me. I couldn't do anything about it so I just went in my room, and when i'm in a bad mood I like to clean, so that's just what I did. As you can see I have problems when i'm around a lot of people and when I like to have some peace and quiet and to be alone, but that's something I can't do in my own way,or control.

Friday, January 9, 2009

something that bothers me

OK Scientists say that the world is going to end in the year 2012. Well if that's true something that I hate is that I wont get to know what it's like to be marrried, have kids, have trouble paying bills, being in debt, working, going to collage, and all of that stuff. I hate that because then it'll be hard to know what it's like to have hard hard problems not just the easy one being a kid and all. I hate that because I wont know what it's like to have a lot of things, I know grown-ups will be saying you dont want to go through that stuff because it's tough and all, but I want to know what it's like because then i'll know why it's hard for many people to do all of this stuff during a pretty hectic time. I know it's weird wanting to be seasoned at this stuff but, I guess you can say that's what makes me who I really am, I guess you can say i'm unique like everyone is but in their own ways. It's what makes them, well them.

I'm sooo happy

I can't wait to go back to school!!!!I've been out for almost 3 weeks and I can't take it any longer. I love school, and I really want to see my friends. Berenice, Chris,Kolby,Stella,Cynthia,Justin,and so on. I also can't wait to learn again;I love math and english, but only writing for english. My worst subject is history.


well i'll pubrs

signed dbc,

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Oklahoma fun in car year 2006-2007

My older sister and I was in the car waiting for our dad to come so we could go to Texas to see our grandparents. That was when I had glasses but no braces. Now it's the opposite, I have braces and no glasses but I have to go and get some soon I hope.

signed dbc,

New Story

Tonight I am writing a story.....Can you guess what the topic is???
The topic is life....Huh it's a pretty tough one
I was talkin to my ma and told her that it was a hard topic but I love to write but I just need a good topic to write on
So my ma tells me to write about horses....I think it's a pretty good idea
so maybe after this story i'll write about horses
a little bit of fiction/a little but of non fiction
I also want to apologize ofr all of my spelling errors and conventions
well gtg ttyl
pubrs


signed Dbc

Friday, January 2, 2009

been 4ever

I know that I haven't put any blogs up lately.....You know how it is Christmas and everything.....Not to meantion New Years, and traveling....Well i'm posting a blog right now...
My ma gave away one of my dogs to someone else in my family..
This 4th of January i'm going to my Aunt Grace's house for 3 days,it's probally the longest I'll ever go..Anyways one of the days i'm suppose to go to my cousins house to ride her new filly.....
After all I Love horses....I'll ride any horse no matter how bad it is....I also like/Love all animals...
well I think this will do 4 now...well ttyl..
or pubrs.
post up blogs real soon....