Singing =~>

I love to sing don't get me wrong. Yet I hate my voice, all of my friends tell me that I sing really good. I don't say anything back to them, all I do is smile,sometimes. I espically love to sing loud and high notes that I can actually hit. At school I sing but not as loud as I can because I'm afraid of what other people may think. I usually don't care what people think of me, but singing I do care. If I hear I sing bad then I don't want to sing, but if I hear I sing good more often then that'll help me get out of my shyness with it.

Next year when I'm in Middle School, I'll get to chose an elective. So then that narrows it down to band and choir. I love band because it give me a fun challenge to try to play the songs, but with choir it'll give me a fun challenge to hit the high notes and low notes. Not to mention both of those two things run in my family no doubt about it. I get good singing from my Mom, but she's better. Though I can hit those high notes, I'm saprano (people who can hit very high notes) in certain songs. In other songs I'm alto (people who can hit low notes)in certain songs. A lot of people in my family plays instruments. Mostly played is the saxophone, drums, guitar, and piano.

I also have another problem. I'm shy around friends with singing, but so am I around my family. The only time that I really sing the way I do is when I'm at the house alone, or with my sister. I've been around my sister a lot longer than anyone else expect for my Mom, but I'm use to being myself around my sister more than anyone else. She even knows I love to sing, sometimes when I can think of anything I make my own songs. I love to write let alone make my own songs. If so they're mainly love songs. Anyways if I'm at home with my Mom and step Dad and sisters and brothers I rarely sing around them. If I do I sing quiet, unless I don't care then I'll actually sing. Like I said though it's a rare chance for me to. If I heard it from my family that I'm getting better then I'd actually show my voice.

I remember when I was just a little girl, I still am, I use to go outside into my grandparent's backyard and I'd sing. The quiet singing though; anyways I'd sing blues. It was so much fun, I had the time of my life. I'd just be sitting there on the swings swining up and down, and I'd just sing. I made one up called Sister Blues; I think it was when I got mad at my sister for some reason. I got upset went outside to that special swing and I'd sing as I went on making up the song. I didn't care how bad the songs were, just as long as I had fun doing it.

Anyways, there's my little story or autobiography about singing. I don't know if I have a point to it or not. If I did then it'd probably be the fact I love to sing but I never show my real voice. Well how loud I am when I sing, I don't show it. I'll probably post some of my songs up or not, I don't really know. Well I'm going to go for now, I'll post up more blogs soon.

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